The final song of the album “Chupacable” by Akatsuki Records. Like the rest of the album, it is an arrange of a song from Touhou 19 (Unfinished Dream of All Living Ghost) and covers a major part of the themes of the game as a whole.
This song is an arrange of the theme for the character “Hisami Yomotsu”, a monster that drags people to hell.
Her theme song is named “The Path to Yomi Where None Turn Back”.

I don’t wanna be trapped in the past
I don’t wanna feel dead inside
I don’t wanna be trapped in the past
I’ll never get anything back
底なし淵を逆さま沈んでく深く
縄梯子はNobody knows
あからさまなDead inside
影無き闇を手探りで深く深く
砂上の楼閣Imitation crown
もろに食らうBark
TRAUMA
sokonashi fuchi o sakasama shizunde fukaku
nawabashigo wa nobody knows
akarasama na dead inside
kagenaki yami o tesaguri de fukaku fukaku
sajou no roukaku imitation crown
moro ni kurau bark
TRAUMA
Falling headfirst to the depths of a bottomless abyss
A rope ladder that nobody knows
Plainly obviously dead inside
With grasping hands in the shadowless dark, deeper, deeper
A castle of sand, (an) Imitation Crown
With a bark I am devoured whole,
TRAUMA
だめになることを待ち望むAnother self
どうせただの一つも成し遂げられやしない
I know it
お前に何が出来る?
応える声は喉に痞える
取り返しのつかないScar
dame ni naru koto o machinozomu
douse tada no hitotsu mo nashitogerare ya shinai
I know it
omae ni nani ga dekiru?
kotaeru koe wa nodo ni tsukaeru
torikaeshi no tsukanai
Waiting eagerly for me to be no good is Another Self
But either which way, I won’t be able to accomplish even one thing, I know it
“What do we do with someone like you?”
My voice is stuck in my throat
A scar that cannot be taken back
Never get anything back
I can’t turn the clock back
振り返らない
I can never go back
取り戻せない
That is trauma
願い叶うなら
Irreparable trauma
どうか消し去って
Furikaeranai
Torimodosenai
negai kanau nara
douka keshisatte
I can’t turn the clock back
I can’t look back
I can never go back
I can’t take it back
That is trauma
If my wish could come true
Irreparable trauma –
I beg, erase it and take it away from me
夢の中でさえ抜かりない無限再生
逃げる術は既に絶え
息を潜め
In my dream
探し嗅ぎまわる 魂裂き食らう
砂上の楼閣Imitation crown
足場グラグラTRAUMA
yume no naka de sae nukarinai mugen saisei
nigeru sube wa sude ni tae
iki o hisome
In my dream
sagashi kagimawaru tamashii saki kurau
sajou no roukaku Imitation Crown
ashiba guragura TRAUMA
Even in my dreams, a infinite [replay/rebirth] with no gaps
All means of escape, already exhausted
Holding my breath in my dream
searching and sniffing all around, my soul torn to pieces
A castle of sand, an
Imitation Crown
The TRAUMA of a shaky foundation
I don’t wanna be trapped in the past
I don’t wanna feel dead inside
I don’t wanna be trapped in the past
I’ll never get anything back
常夜にあって 日の出を祈る強さが欲しかった
壊れたものの思い出を 心に飾って
tokoyo ni atte hinode o inoru tsuyosa ga hoshikatta
kowareta mono no omoide o kokoro ni kazatte
I wished for the strength to pray for a rising sun in this perpetual night
I decorated my heart with the memories of the things that were destroyed
I can’t turn the clock back
振り返らない
I can never go back
取り戻せない
That is trauma
願い叶うなら
Irreparable trauma
どうか消し去って
furikaeranai
torimodosenai
negai kanau nara
douka keshisatte
I can’t turn the clock back and I can’t look back
I can never go back and I can’t take it back
That is trauma – If my wish could come true
Irreparable trauma – then please, erase it and take it away from me

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